I don't know of anyone whose family or friends have been untouched by cancer. Over the years, its tentacles have come closer and closer to our family -- both my maternal grandparents died of cancer, my cousin's little girl is currently fighting leukemia, Seth's aunt died of breast cancer, a friend is dealing with lung cancer, and other friends have already lost their battle but gained eternity with their Creator.
And we've prayed, and continue to pray, for our friends and family who have dealt with this nasty disease, asking the Lord to heal as He chooses, to pour out His grace and mercy, to bring comfort and peace, to give wisdom.
But nothing quite prepares you for that phone call from your Mom, who says, "I have breast cancer."
A routine mammogram in December revealed a lump. A biopsy showed it was cancerous. A lumpectomy followed. The lymph nodes were clear but the tumor was 2 cm, giving a diagnosis of
Stage 2A breast cancer. Today, she began radiation treatment to eradicate any remaining cancer cells. Because of the size of her tumor, she won't need chemotheraphy (the harsh treatment that makes your hair fall out, etc.) but will undergo radiation for the next six weeks.
There's much we're thankful for -- early detection, a small(er) confined tumor, chemo is unnecessary, and, most importantly . . . that God is still God. He is still sovereign -- even over cancer -- and He is always good -- even when He uses the ugliness of a disease to bring about our ultimate good and His glory.
When Dr. John Piper was diagnosed with cancer years ago, he wrote a short ten points, entitled
Don't Waste Your Cancer. I've read it several times in the past but read it again with new eyes recently, and I was encouraged.
We're asking the Lord to heal completely as He chooses (no more occurences of cancer), to pour out His grace and mercy on my mom, to bring her comfort and peace about this path He's placed her on, and to give wisdom to my parents and the doctors as they continue down the path of treatment.
We're not without a range of emotions over this diagnosis and it's surely not an easy one to receive and bear with. The radiation treatments will be difficult, and cancer, even when in remission, is considered a "chronic disease." But this we know and cling to:
God is good . . . all the time.