When I first moved to this area almost 18 years ago (has it been that long?!), I enjoyed experiencing the changing seasons again, after living in Florida for several years. For the past two years, however, winter has become an enemy to me. Last year, for the first time, I experienced that heaviness and depression that I've heard others speak of. And, although we were able to spend five weeks in Florida this winter, the cold and cloudy days seemed worse after we got back. And then we've been hit with snow after snow and bone-chilling cold that makes it difficult to spend much time outdoors.
So, I've spent the last few weeks huddled on my couch under a blanket with no energy to do much of anything. And the boys have spend a lot of time in front of the TV, I'm sad to say. I wish there was some spiritual encouragement I could offer but my motto during these times is "do the next thing." Some days it really feels like I'm just putting one foot in front of the other.
On Friday, I somehow mustered enough energy to take the kids outside to play in the snow for what I hope will be the last time this winter.
We went for some sled rides (through the mud that was exposed because the snow had already started to melt).
And climbed through the snow tunnels we'd built. For the life of me, I can't figure out how to build an igloo and end up just digging tunnels through piles of snow.
And, we enjoyed the playset for awhile. (At least we didn't need to worry about chiggers.)
It felt good to be in the sun and when Cael got out his lawnmower to mow the snow, I was reminded of the promise of Spring.
And today, when I walked out of church and didn't need to keep my heavy winter jacket on, I was encouraged that Spring is on its way. I stopped at Lowe's on my way home (the boys had stayed home with Seth because he wasn't feeling well and they seemed to be a bit on the sickly side), and the veggie seed packets drew me in. The sun was shining, the air was warmer, the snow was melting, and I was able to think about gardening again.
We haven't done much gardening the past few years, apart from the perennial fruits we have (blueberries, strawberries, blackberries, grapes, etc.), but Cael has asked about growing some things lately (mainly pumpkins and corn), so I thought we might try our hand again.
After I got home and unloaded the car, Cael helped me get the soil into the starter cups.
Kieran joined us eventually.
And we planted pumpkins, corn, green peppers, yellow squash, zucchini, and cukes.
I know it's a bit early, but it was just so nice to be able to be outside without having our nose hairs frozen and it was so nice to see the sun that I couldn't help getting the seeds started.
Cael found some puddles of melted snow to use as water for the seeds.
After a few minutes, Cael came back and asked, "Have they growed yet?"
After we got the seeds planted and returned everything safely inside, we went to the barn to check out Seth's new creeper (that he uses to work on the cars).
And, in another sign Spring is on its way, Kieran got out the little tractor and drove it around the yard and through the puddles.
I checked my flower beds on the off-chance that the bul1bs had started growing and, amazingly enough, despite the snow and freezing temperatures of the last few days, they had. It always makes my heart glad to see the green tips poking their way up through the dead leaves of last fall and the remaining patches of snow. Another sign that Spring is coming.
I had almost forgotten what it felt like to have energy and the desire to be outside and to get things done. There is hope that Spring is coming.
There's a super cape under there somewhere.
PS -- Not that this matters to anyone in particular, but I'll be taking a short break from blogging (I know, I know -- I said I was going to post every day this year; it's my blog and I can break my own rules if I want to) to work on a few other writing projects that I need to finish. I'll be back in a week (or so), Lord willing.